My Mighty Mind

MY MIGHTY MIND

Yes, by the sound of the word, it's obvious that they carry along with them the authority and knowledge to critic and see which play is the best. Yes, they do know more about the principles of dramaturgy and theater. Yes, they have that keen eyesight to detect the mistakes of an actress and the technical failures. Yes, they do because they're JUDGES. But they didn't know that their decisions made me critically depressed. They engraved a permanent scar in me. And I will not forget that day, December 3, 2010, they took my heart away!

These were one of the negative thoughts running my mind while I locked myself in my room and cried for almost an hour. I bathed my favorite pillow with fat tears. But after that dramatic night releasing my hurts, I felt a bit fine.

I realized how mighty my mind was to think of thoughts that if I have said it to the intended person, surely he or she will loathe me forever. I have blamed the judges who had nothing to do with our defeat and I sort of cursed them. Afterall, that was just in my mind. Good think God has blessed me with conscience to be aware of the differences between the right and the wrong But if He didn't, my mind could have enslaved my entire humanity and drove me to wickedness.